So now that the Holidays are over and things are settled down reality has really set in. If you dont know I lost my job right before Christmas and that was a huge shock. With the Holidays it really wasnt reality but now I am in my 2nd week at home with Ella and I wish some days I could go to work. Ella and I are bonding a lot and I am still sick a lot with this pregnancy (I dont think that it will ever go away. ahhh....) I think Ella is getting a little tired of only playing with mommy and wants her friends. i am trying to find some play groups or something. I am not to good at this stay at home thing. I am getting really excited about the baby since I am about half way there and I know that the next 4 and a half months are going to fly by. I will probably be posting more as I have a little more time.